Really haven’t wrote on here since when? Then?

The last moment that I wrote on here , it was the conclusion of getting some very disgusting people out of my cipher.

I have decided that I have needed less.

I am happy with my Wife.

I like to be in her time , on her time and for her time.

I love the support that I get from all of you guys everywhere.

You really take to my shows , my pics , and what my artist life is all about.

That makes me feel extremely proud about everything , and just about anything I can look to accomplish on this portal.

This is making me feel more content than looking at stupid Craigslist ads.

Craigslist ads sometimes drive me sick.

They make me feel like everything in my life is impossible to reach in the work world.

They make me feel like , inquiring about the work world is a complete waste of time.

I don’t like making that many tags.

Tags take up a whole lot of time.

Time is something that I don’t feel I am comfortable in having.

I want you to all enjoy what I have right here.

EnhanSoul The Night of The Black Bird

The night was dark. The colors were fitting the mode of the people. It was an away show. It definitely felt like we were performing in hostile territory with the looks , sentiments , and feelings of some people. All I wanted to do was figure out my instructions with the band collaborators , get a hint for the program , and mentally prepare myself. So , these shots are primarily done in anger , using people’s hostility as a transformation process , and rising to the occasion , ala , my Inner Michael Jordan , in the face of detected negative sentiments , vibes , and unruly intentions. Well , I hope that you appreciate the beauty.

Lagitana Reassures

The reading message was that I didn’t have to worry about the battles ahead. That , because there were three cArds here , everything would be ok. They must serve as protection. Against a time that I would find myself in a panic. I didn’t panic though. Not with this current conflict. The hurt , shocked in my brain. But I was mature. And I instantly disconnected our communication. Since I let you get a pass with your first red flag. The side of forgiveness says. Be a diplomat. Because that person anointed you as their friend. And if they were so much of my friend , wouldn’t they know my activities? If they were my friend , why would they attempt to tear down what I believe? When everything about it , has all of the positive means?

This Morning. And Now.

  • The camera sits in front of me not charged. The outlet in front of me sucks. It’s stuck. The same way a piece of a knife or jagged metal lay. Crested. Like a monument of , this here , is lodged like Arthur’s Sword. And No generation of man is deemed worthy. Not even Thor would sign up for God like status. To wrestle the particle of element free. Because rescue 911 is somewhere. In the back of OUR minds. Hair standing at attention. Fried crispy like southern bojangles chicken. I may not live to tell about it.

I remember my phone dying. It turning on at 39% , a clear indicator that it will check in heavy weather. It’s just holding its numeric now. Not increasing. Bar of lightning. Stuck. Like its target destination was the field of the same place.

Lagitana Draws the Angel Card

I told myself that there are two important developing things in my life happening recently.

The first one , was being an age where I realize I am looking at the tail end of youth. When I realized this , I knew I had to make further preparation into some deeper commitments. The second one , was knowing that this is the time to travel vastly once more.

Lagitana draws the angel card , and it identifies with seeing that I am displaced among so many personal and influential areas in my life.

It could be sense of the words , or the clarified projection of it’s manifest upon how the world has drawn it to me.

Either way , I told myself in a sleepy state that I was going to read her reading. I dismissed it more so , as , ok , I will get to it when I get to it. But maybe the drawing was the calling in itself.

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On the TV , I ponder about the moon and the number of houses. I will draw to study more. I will look to analyze more. I also see that I will come to be inspired to witness the other planes of existence as I enter defining stages.

Ok. Ok. About Today.

Ok. I was tempted to buy a camera. But I knew that it wasn’t meant to be , because the camera that I wanted to target in buying was not available when I went back to the store.

There was another store that had a 20-30% off sign surrounding select merchandise. I declined to ask what exactly was 20-30% off. Instead I enjoyed the Sonic the Hedgehog BGM that was playing in the store. I also felt comfortable investing into a tablet for the first time in my life. The cameras that I wanted to buy last time , and the ones I have made note of , are still available in this store.

I find this to be very reassuring. I can come back and get them at another point in time. I am concerned with seeing how much money I can make with myself. If I just keep saving and saving the money. Let’s see where it goes and determine how it is going to turn out.

After I write this , I am going to look to be alone somewhere and eat a Granny Smith apple. I will do maintenance on a vape. And look to get my head cleared. Because my head was something devilish earlier. Even though the situations suggested that I shouldn’t have felt this way out of nowhere.